Posts Tagged ‘guidance’

Various experiences over the years since my divorce about 15 years ago have made me think about reverting to my maiden name.  The first and most important reason I didn’t change it immediately after the divorce was my children.  I didn’t want them to feel I was some how rejecting some aspect of them.

The topic surfaced recently when I was introduced to a wonderful Numerologist in the UK via the internet, gotta love it, Marusja Harasymiw.  My boyfriend had his analysis done and was very impressed with the accuracy.  He arranged one for me also.  I let her know I had considered changing my name so when she did my analysis we also took time to talk about the influence of my current name.

Her analysis is great.  It confirmed many things that I do know about myself.  Being 49 and having done a lot of the work I have such as yoga, meditation and the Barbara Brennan School of Healing I have come to know myself pretty well so there weren’t any surprises.  I did get some good reminders. Good validation and a nudge in the right direction.  We can really get in our own way with self doubt sometimes.

The analysis is pretty indepth and covers different periods through out your life.  I appreciated why I’ve had some of the life challenges that I have had and why I made some of the choices I did.

The analysis also gave me a good idea what was important for me to focus on this year and an idea for the future.  I came to realize the things I was waffling about were much more important right now than I had realized.  I’ll call it the Divine giving me a wake up call that Marusja and I connected.  Yup I needed that message.  Thank you.

So let me introduce or in some cases reintroduce myself: 

Susan L. Strahosky

Am I reinventing myself?  No, I’m reconnecting or deepening the connection with my true self.  The vibration of this name serves me better.  It supports the truth of who I already am.  There are so many influences in our lives from a young age that make us forget or reject important parts of ourselves.  It’s always a blessing to have a reminder that you are a blessing to this world.  Not that I was doubting it.  I was also reminded of some key gifts I had come into this world to share and I must admit I have gotten off tract a bit over the past few years.  The last few years have been quite an education.  I’m sure I will put it to good use.  Maybe it’s time to take that piece and pick up the others.  I really prefer to have the glass half full.  No mistakes please, just learning opportunities.

As I was reading my analysis I couldn’t help thinking how beneficial it could be to have something like this when you are young.  It’s a great tool to use on your life journey.  We have been blessed with many tools and each of us have to find what works for us.

I’ve ordered an analysis to gift to each of my children.  They may not think much of it now.  My hope is that they will gain some insight and maybe some more appreciation for who they are.  I hope it helps them to share their essence with the world.  We can all use a reminder once in a while.

Marusja is intuitive and a delight to work with.  You can find her at marusja@gratefulminds.co.uk

Be Well and In Joy

How honest are you being with yourself?  Huh?  What do you mean?  Of course I’m honest with myself you think.  Are you?  When is the last time you sat quietly and asked yourself a question and then really listened?  Don’t we normally just love to just say “This is working or things aren’t the way I want or I really want such and such.”  Most often we aren’t investing the time to explore what it is we really want.  Sometimes we have a hard time admitting what it is we want because of judgment.

It’s easier to blame the world outside of ourselves.  That isn’t going to get you what you want though.  Take some time today to listen.  Pick an area of your life that “isn’t working.”   Get a notebook and write it out.  Write out your questions, thoughts and what you think your heart truly desires.

“Be a servant to your heart’s inner truth, and your life in turn will bow to you and its Master.” –Elizabeth Clare Profit

Happy exploring.

Everything you experience is based on what you decide it will be.  Your experience is what you expect even when you don’t realize you are expecting it.  Make it what you desire by deciding what you want to experience.

Large changes are usually harder for people to maintain.  Like going from poor to winning a huge lottery.  They may be able to accomplish the leap, but not hold onto it.  Reach for smaller changes and allow yourself to consider a new possibility.

Don’t force, push or pull.  Allow.  Allow yourself to feel good.  Allow the energy to flow and the experience will follow.

One of the reasons I enjoy chanting meditations so much is because I embody the vibration of the words and sounds.  You can’t just think you want to feel good.  You can’t just think you want some change in your life.  You need to feel it and embody the vibration of it.

MAKE IT a great day.  FEEL the great day.

In Love

I recently felt frustrated over feeling another health challenge.  I asked myself what the conflict was going on in my body.  After talking to a friend about this he suggested I restate the question to ask “What’s hidden that is creating this reaction in my body.”  I put the question “out there” or really “in there” to my subconscious wisdom and guidance.

I wasn’t giving it any thought today when the answer came.  I didn’t realize it at first until I was reflecting on my day later.  In speaking with someone at work I found that several people I work with were sick.  Two of whom I didn’t realize were sick.

Considering this I realize I was handling it quite well.  I also realize the judgement and lack of compassion I had for myself.  I do a lot to maintain my health.  You can check out my Nutrition, Tea and Bio-Mat sections to see some of my favorite ways to stay healthy.