Robert Scheinfeld sets the stage in this book for you to see life as a game. One of the games you are playing is with money. OK so far. I love his work so far. I chose to read this book because it is recommended in both books Matrix Energetics and The Physics of Miracles by Richard Bartlett. He is an amazing creator and healer. I would love to attend his workshops. I'm working my way there through his books so far.

Robert Scheinfeld also references another of my favorite books The Holographic Universe and one of my favorite movies, The Matrix. He has my attention.

Here's one of he's Key Points: You aren't "watching" your Human Game hologram like you'd watch a movie, play or sporting event. Your Expanded Self is simultaneously creating the hologram and popping you right smack into the middle of it as the player of The Human Game.

He goes on to say, "The patterns your Expanded Self creates in The Field is real. But everything else you see and experience in your hologram in Phase 1 of The Human Game is just a holographic illusion. The Human Game is designed to be an ultimate Game that tricks you into believing an illusion is real."

OK, this is juicy. I just wanted to share a bit. My nose is back in the book. Enjoying it on the deck with a pot of tea. Happy dreaming.

Here I go again, peeling the onion, so to speak. The onion being ME and my spiritual path. My journey in this life.

Perfection. Ugh. We can get caught in it like a web. Wound so tight that we can’t move for fear that we won’t get it right or it will be messy. What is it? Anything you may hold dear. The closer it is to your heart the tighter you may hold it.

How do you get yourself to move? Give yourself permission to make a mess. Give yourself permission to do it wrong? But do it.

Here’s one of my examples. It was an “ah ha” moment. I was struggling years ago to create the perfect class schedule. Yea, I know it might sound silly. I was teaching numerous yoga classes and trying to figure out the BEST days and times. I wasn’t getting anywhere because I couldn’t get it right. I was wound tight around the idea that there was a perfect schedule.

I stopped what I was doing and went to my art supplies. I had a fairly large piece of laminate that was already prepped and waiting. I gave myself permission to make a mess. There was no right way in that moment. Nothing I could do wrong. I painted. I followed a flow of pleasure. Whatever color felt good, whatever stroke felt good. I did it. I let the energy flow.

I’ll tell you it’s an abstract piece. Afterward I sat down and finished that schedule in no time. Done. No worries. Whew. I could breath again. I could move. I had to find someway to get myself moving. Someway to give myself permission to just do it.

I found it interesting how many compliments I received on that piece of art. The energy spoke to people. It was raw, honest and angry. I was angry at feeling so stuck. At that point the anger was healthy. An anger that I could channel into setting myself free.

It takes energy to set yourself free. If you are using a mask of Spiritual goodness you may be hiding that energy. Stuffing it down because there is this belief that to be Spiritual means you are always serene and happy. That’s a load of crap. Life can be messy. Messy can be great fun with the right attitude. Oops, sorry I used the word “right” now didn’t I. Perfection just creeps in everywhere now doesn’t it.

I am grateful for every breath.  Each breath is a new opportunity.

I can’t make you feel better about yourself.  I can only reflect to you what I see and feel.  You choose what to believe.  You can accept it or reject it based on your beliefs.  Love yourself.

I remember having a hair cut I wasn’t so sure I liked.  I had some inner turmoil going on about it.  Once I decided I liked it, without saying that to anyone, people started to compliment my new cut.

It is our self acceptance that gives others permission to love us more.  Our energy field allows them in.

As I move into this time of creation, I feel the power of something bigger than me, moving with me, supporting and empowering me. I know all things are possible.

As I explore how I am going to create the healing I desire, I will notice this support and acknowledge it. I know that I do not have to figure this out all at once.

All I have to do is begin right where I am and consciously choose to move toward what I want.

My life is right now a time of discovery and creation. Out of my own being I feel the joy and freedom that comes with knowing I can create reality.